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1:33 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
Hi There
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Hi there --
12:47 PM
I want to let you know -- there is a MAJOR FAULT that has occurred in recent attempts to get CRISIS SERVICES in chat -- from CrisisTextLine.Org --
12:48 PM
And as far as [ https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org ] - We have PRIOR HISTORY THAT IS LOGGED ON MY INTERNET DOMAINS
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AND I MUST ALSO BRING THE AWARENESS THAT MY FACEBOOK MESSENGER TO suicidepreventionlifeline page is BLOCKED -- and why remains to question the audit of trust
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REAL PLACE [ http://webdomains.realuphuman.net/suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ ]
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There is a LINK in this CHAT -- I EXPECT COMPLETE PROFESSIONALISM -- I REALLY AM IN CRISIS and Don't Appreciate being called a PRANK -- and cut off on Christmas -- and I don't like being cut off at TheTrevorProject.Org -- calling me a person out of the country -- the chat is EXTREME -- You all can't deal with the truth? P:LEASE -- GIVE ME A BREAK -- this chat tool has active hyperlinks
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I DEMAND TO BE RESPECTED PROPERLY -- THIS IS A LEGAL NETWORK -- AND A LEGAL PROCESS I DEMAND OPENING THE CRISIS TO REAL TRUTH --- I AM A THREAT BECAUSE I REPRESENT THE TRUTH
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i do not apprecate being cut off -- I am doing nothing wrong --- nothing illegal -- my address is important --
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You can not just cut me off
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James Driskill

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Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
Hi there --
12:47 PM
I want to let you know -- there is a MAJOR FAULT that has occurred in recent attempts to get CRISIS SERVICES in chat -- from CrisisTextLine.Org --
12:48 PM
And as far as [ https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org ] - We have PRIOR HISTORY THAT IS LOGGED ON MY INTERNET DOMAINS
12:49 PM
AND I MUST ALSO BRING THE AWARENESS THAT MY FACEBOOK MESSENGER TO suicidepreventionlifeline page is BLOCKED -- and why remains to question the audit of trust
12:51 PM
REAL PLACE [ http://webdomains.realuphuman.net/suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ ]
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There is a LINK in this CHAT -- I EXPECT COMPLETE PROFESSIONALISM -- I REALLY AM IN CRISIS and Don't Appreciate being called a PRANK -- and cut off on Christmas -- and I don't like being cut off at TheTrevorProject.Org -- calling me a person out of the country -- the chat is EXTREME -- You all can't deal with the truth? P:LEASE -- GIVE ME A BREAK -- this chat tool has active hyperlinks
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I DEMAND TO BE RESPECTED PROPERLY -- THIS IS A LEGAL NETWORK -- AND A LEGAL PROCESS I DEMAND OPENING THE CRISIS TO REAL TRUTH --- I AM A THREAT BECAUSE I REPRESENT THE TRUTH
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1:34 PM
VALID LINK IN THIS CHAT -- HOLD THIS CHAT -- IT SHOULD NOT FAIL!
1:35 PM
My name is James Driskill
1:35 PM
I am in Crisis - in that if I cannot get things balanced and upright -- I MUST GO MISSING -- LEAVING MY FAMILY AND EVERYTHING BEHIND -- I would rather die first than not to be able to talk the truth in the community -- something wicked this way comes -- I am real here. STOP ESCAPING YOUR DUTY TO HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH ME --
1:36 PM
He s Indigo.
1:36 PM
Hi Indigo. -- sorry
1:37 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
Thanks so much for reaching out, James, it takes courage to get support! I'm here for you and I'm listening without judgment, I'd like to help however I can. I am hearing that you feel extremely unheard and ignored, I am so very sorry you've had this experience. I want to hear more about what's happening in your life and what's going on, first I need to ask if you are safe from acting on suicide for the moment?
1:38 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
No where is there an instruction for you all to just CUT OFF THE CONVERSATION -- you were never taught something like that?
1:38 PM
Yes. I am not suicidal -- HOWEVER -- I must protest the environment that I am placed into - I am living in my mother's home -- I can't be here -- the factors are showing -- she is not supportive -- and SOCIAL SERVICES all OPTIONS for CARE -- DOCTORS EVERYTHING have been SEVERED by a CAUSE of ACTION to keep a SECRET AGENGA from being put into frame reference on how this is happening --
1:41 PM
I am a TARGETED INDIVIDUAL OF GANGSTALKING for 16+ years -- you must already have encountered others who are being TARGETED HERE on this service --
1:41 PM
This CONTENT IS REAL [ There is a link there - PERMISSION MIGHT BE NEEDED FROM AN UPPER MANAGER - BUT PERMISSION TO PROCEED TO UNDERSTAND THIS SITUATION COMPLETELY IS WRITTEN AND GIVEN INTO SPOKEN VOICE NARRATIVE -- I AM NOT GOING TO BREAK THE CHAIN OF REALISM - SOMEONE BETTER GET ON THE BALL -- AND FIGURE IT OUT
1:43 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
I'm glad to know you're safe, your wellbeing is important to me. Are you comfortable sharing more about the gangstalking that you're referencing? I would so appreciate that. I can see how important this is to you and I want to give you a chance to say what's on your mind
1:45 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
I realize we are chatting -- but I must apply -- please forward this upward to your supervisor -- for I have not access to care and resources --even 911 in all of this is being RESTRICTED by the scheme of persecution that is VERY VERY MUCH REAL.
1:45 PM
I have told you all for since 2 weeks prior to being a a motel room on Jan 3rd 2021 that ended up in a #BloodRoom101 -- really a bloody mess -- the capture of the events put into reference on YouTube. These are REAL THINGS thast are of REAL CONCERNS -- I must go MISSING -- ESCAPE my family and everything -- I can not being -- The San Bernardino County Department of Behavioral Health Crisis Line would not acknowledge the RESEARCH FINDINGS that are POSTED at the NATIONAL INSTITUES OF HEALTH [ http://nih.gov ] -- that started to appear Apr 2020 -- the REAL DEAL THING that establishes GANG STALKING as a matter directly involved to Mental Health - -and all efforts fail to bring this into the reference -- so we can properly address it.
1:48 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
I have saved the information you've sent me, and I would like to proceed with our conversation. I appreciate you being here. Can we have a conversation about what is going on in your life?
1:49 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
You asked me about gang stalking -- the research findings -- and my story go hand hand --
1:50 PM
The worst thing that has happened to me -- One day I was coming home from downtown on the BUS - the last bus for the evening. 10[,
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10pm
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I knew I could walk home -- so I went to the 7-11 -- in the process of resting before I began walking -- I was sitting behind the store in the alley minding my own business -- break holding for 15-20 or so -- or whatever. No I could not have that. These two guys on the parking lot side of the wall, had to focus on me somehow -- I knew they were aware of me -- and I knew something was up
1:52 PM
This ended up over the never 30-40 minuites in an altercate - -a fight -- an arguement and all --and this women appears from the end of the alley to basically buddy pal him -- I was the target and she hit me in chest -- because I would not say what the problem was - I ended up getting out of the alley -- and onto the main street -- tried to cross the stress -- and they 3 surround me - they threw a bottle at me filled with some kind of liquid -- it broke -- and doubled back to get to the 7-11 safe space.
1:55 PM
But as I was looking backward -- not fully aware of my frontward -- I tripped. My shoe come off, and I was right in front of an SUV heading out of the driveway -- now the predictibment I was quickly in -- and the vision in my mind - I knew I was below the vision of the driver -- the driver is starting pulling out of the driveway -- I quickly got up -- the SUV clipped me - if I had not moved -- it would be been STRAIGHT OVER ME [ bump bump ]
1:57 PM
All because why? and when I finally did get into the 7-11 to report the incident and an OFFICER and an MEDICAL ARRIVED - I was telling the officer about what had happened -- his focus was on the HIT and RUN - and he did not persue the investigation of what was the catalyst for it -- ACROSS THE STREET a BROKEN BOTTLE -- no that was not import for hium to put in the REPORT -- -- 3 PERSONS with VIOLENT INTENTIONS -- the driver was highly abnormal for a person to appear from STREET SIDE and be down on the ground -- the officer and I had no problems communcting - VERY VERY WILD WEIRD -- my ankle was broken -- I had a cast for 6 weeks and such -- and when we get to everything that unfolds - I DOCUMENT EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME LIKE THIS SINCE 2005;
2:01 PM
I have a LIVE LIFE JOURNAL WEB SPACE -- The matter to which IN JUNE of 2005 -- REGISTERED http://fuckeduphuman.net -- without the knowing the scope of the problem was and is gangstalking. The matter MUST BE PLACED upwared into a COMMUNITY AFFAIRS DISCUSSION -- it is a REAL THING and I am going to have to go "MISSING" leaving family and my life -- because I am COMPLETELY NOT IN SAFE SPACE in my own hometown -- This is REAL! Why is it so hard to hold and have a conversation and make something happen to adapt a focus to something to address this problem-- why is it ignored by all of civil society -- why do I have to deal with gang stalking for the rest of my life? If I can not get a civil society to address the problem - I want to die -- seriously die -- because I am already dying from not having a proper balanced care with my HIV --
2:05 PM
I have not had a doctor in HIV since MARCH 2019 -- there is nothing of any kind of change that makes me trust anything --
2:06 PM
I am living a waking daytime nightmare - every single day -- the outside of this truth peers into my life -- and no one cares to say -- it is NOT OK TO FEND FOR MYSELF -- no options to get LAW ENFORCEMENT to help, no options to get MENTAL HEALTH SIDE to help -- remains a void of distrubance of community apathy -- my addresses are real -- -the files are stored-- I have email sent to:
2:08 PM
mhsoac@mhsoac.ca.gov -
Mental Health Services Oversight and Accountability Commission
1325 J Street, Suite 1700
Sacramento, CA 95814
Phone: (916) 445-8696
Fax: (916) 445-4927
Email: MHSOAC@mhsoac.ca.gov
Use this information to correspond with:
MHSOAC
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Requests for public access to information under the California Public Records Act (GOVT. CODE §§ 6250 – 6276.48). Guidelines to Access Public Records
2:09 PM
Will they really respond -- no they will ignore me too.
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2:10 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
I'm hearing how three people caused you harm and how devastating things have been since- you are living in a nightmare. You didn't deserve any of this. Professionals have been largely unhelpful and you have gone unheard. I can think of how incredibly frustrating and unfair this has been. You must be overwhelmed with pain. I feel for you and I am here for you, James. I am wondering- how long have you been feeling suicidal this way for?
2:11 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
This chat will be added to it -- I want answers for what has happened
2:11 PM
Currently I am ok -- I guess - I have two appointments to try to reset this again -- TOMORROW I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT SET FOR AN HIV DOCTOR -- And on the 20th again for Inland Psych -- if the fail to be able to focus on PATIENT-CENTERED COMMUNCATIONS -- leaving me hung out to dry to adapt some kind of process addressing the advise given in the NIH gov research --- to cliniicians -- [ I will get the quotes ]- why am I not able to assert the power of control here - and have this part of my care and theorry and living life free of gang stalking -- a goal point -- patient point of care -- it is over the top not acceptable to cut out and treat me and dissect me into pieces to not treat the wholeness of me -- I am done with this shitty thing this society has done me.
2:15 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
This is the first time I've had the pleasure of speaking with you. I am trying to support you the best way that I can at the moment. Unfortunately I don't have answers for all that has happened- but the first step in providing support with all that's been going on for you, would be to have this conversation. I'm so grateful for all that you've shared with me thus far. I am glad to hear you may be getting a chance to reset, I would like to see you live a life free of gang stalking. It sounds like you've utilized a lot of your life to address these systems in place that have harmed you and I admire all of work you've attributed to breaking down these systems so others would be able to get help.
2:18 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
I already left here in August -- I boarded a AMTRAK train headed to the New York and the United Nations. It was interrupted when I tried to get the conductor to facilitate a communication bridge at my destination. Everything is written. I was not in any behavior out of control way. He had to find me a threat to something outside of this -- It has it's presence already a part documented -- so, she had to call the TEXAS AUTHORITIES STOP THE TRAIN -- PULL ME OFF THE TRAIN for some kind of DETAINMENT -- I was in jail for 58 days -- they dropped the charges and sent me into a psychiatric hospital under involuntary - they had scheduled a PROBABLE CAUSE HEARING - The court papers I never knew about -- they were trying to get a 45 day hold on me.
2:18 PM
This has the COURT PAPERS they filed in court against me that I did not know about
[ http://fuckeduphuman.space/Temple-Behavioral-Healthcare-Hospital-Inc%20/Temple%20Behavioral%20Healthcare%20Hospital%20Inc%20in%20Temple,%20Texas%20-%20Psychiatric%20Hospital%20Address%20and%20Contact.htm ]
2:20 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
It sounds like you've had good intentions with everything you've done and it hasn't come out how you would have expected. The outcomes don't match your wishes and that can be really disheartening
2:21 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
This is the RECORD of YOUTUBE videos of the corruption found in Williamson County Jail -- and the mental heathcare system in TEXAS --
http://fuckeduphuman.space/Williamson-County-Texas-Jail/YouTube%20Videos%20-%20Local%20News%20Reports/VideoPlaylist%20-%20Williamson%20County%20Jail%20HATE%20INCUBATOR%20malformed%20operations%20news%20media%20coverage%20-%20personally%20observed/
IT IS DEFINITELY NOT ME AS THE PROBLEM -- someone surly should be addressing this.
2:21 PM
I have it NOW on the RECORD -- you have been given links to a story that will drive me to suicide or to go missing and having to ABANDON MY LIFE AND FAMILY T --- TO CHOOSE FREEDOM AWAY FROM GANGSTALKING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE - I WOULD RATHER DIE FIRST THAT TO SAY THIS PROBLEM CAN NOT BE PUT INTO SOME KIND OF UNDERSTAND AND WORK TO FIX IT SOMEHOW FIND RESOURCE TO THE RESEARCH THAT IS FOUND ONLINE. ADDRESSING CHANGE.
2:23 PM
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8569537/
JMIR Ment Health. 2021 Oct; 8(10): e30311.
Published online 2021 Oct 21. doi: 10.2196/30311
PMCID: PMC8569537
PMID: 34673523
Social Semiotics of Gangstalking Evidence Videos on YouTube: Multimodal Discourse Analysis of a Novel Persecutory Belief System
Monitoring Editor: Gunther Eysenbach
Reviewed by Shahzad Ashraf
Conclusions
These data provide insight into a novel persecutory belief system. Interpersonal concerns are important for people affected, and they construe others as either sympathetic or hostile. They create positive ambient affiliation with viewers. We found that vloggers use multimodal deixis to illustrate the salience of the belief system. The videos highlighted the Derridean concept of différance, wherein the meaning of polysemous signifiers is deferred without definitive resolution. This may be important in communicating with people and patients with persecutory belief systems. Clinicians may consider stepping away from the traditional true/false dichotomy endorsed by psychiatric classification systems and focus on the ambiguity in semiotic systems generally and in persecutory belief systems specifically.
Keywords: internet, discourse analysis, psychosis, delusion, semiotics, linguistics, computer-mediated communication, schizophrenia, eHealth, video, communication, YouTube, social media, discourse, mental health
2:24 PM
The Mental Health Care industry MUST APPLY this into focus -- the CRISIS SERVICES as WELL -- you all know this is going on -- I am not the only one -- for it is found to be RESEARCHED on the NIH.GOV -- Find the necessity to forward this chat upward to your supevisor --a promise that someone will get back to me -- I am told there is some kind of after chat interface -- I want something done --- all talk and no action SUCKS BIG TIME -- a living nightmare REAL
2:26 PM
Thank you Indigo - you stuck in with me -- 80% of this problem is you all need to have training IN HOW TO DEAL WITH REAL CONTENT -- AND NEVER NEVER JUST CUT AND RUN OUT OF A CHAT --
2:28 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
Thank you so much for sharing all of this with me. I am going to make sure that my supervisors receive this information, and I have made them aware of this conversation. I have all of the links and context saved, it will be reviewed. I understand how much this means to you and how much you've been affected, I want to make sure you are heard and respected. Do you mind if we talk for a few minutes longer so I can ask a few different questions about your safety? If not that's okay, I just want to make sure you are getting support.
2:29 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
and it should not be so difficult to get around the barriers --
OPEN THIS CHAT FROM THETREVORPROJECT.ORG CRISIS CHAT -- tell me this normal
http://webdomains.fuckeduphuman.net/thetrevorproject.org/Trevor%20Chat.htm
This has a SPOKEN VOICE TEXT NARRATIVE AUDIO MEDIA 15 MINS
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I don't mind -
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Indigo (Counselor)
You are so welcome, James, I'm glad I can be here for you.
I agree, it should not be too hard to get around the barriers. I am not allowed to open the links, but my supervisor is, and they have all of the links you've sent.
I so appreciate your patience. I am wondering, with how you've felt like you want to die, have you attempted suicide in the past?
2:32 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
The links appear as hyperlinks into this chat - that makes the active for some human being on your side - so don't get into excuses for not following links -- that is an assinine standing -- somehow somewhere this chat goes into file --- a human can find it public archived -- and the code links the public interests - so there you are -- there is a purpose for the links .
2:34 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
I wanted to mention something- You are allowed to go on the NSPL website and leave a complaint, you are able to contact our higher ups and let them know what's on your mind. Your concerns are valid. https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/contact-the-lifeline/
2:34 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
I am telling you -- the discouragement of the system that has been really seriously fucked up -- on gangstalking -- has driven me to understand myself and cope with thing -- I have a great thing of a letter from 2017 that puts a reference to my good coping skills.
2:35 PM
But the tolerance is at the last straw -- the industry of mental health and the various other agencies -- addresses the foundation of the discussion points - because it is not a very nice life to live in -- being a TARGETED INDIVIDUAL 24/7.
2:36 PM
A Mental Health Advocacy Letter
2:37 PM
Yes there is a lot more content on that folder --
2:37 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
Being targeted has been extremely discouraging for you and I don't blame you at all for how you've felt, you've been through so much. I really admire your perseverance and your ability to push yourself to cope. You deserve better.
2:37 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
To whom it may concern -- that would be you now -- really I am empowered by having a file system of my life aval to the record --so when the time comes -- someone of community must review the truth - and offer my family an apology then - only then - can she properly apologize to me.
2:39 PM
Thank you for your kindness -- Indigo -- Do you know about the Indigo Children -- special powers --- blue eyes?
2:40 PM
Indigo children
Indigo children, according to a pseudoscientific New Age concept, are children who are believed to possess special, unusual, and sometimes supernatural traits or abilities. The idea is based on concepts developed in the 1970s by Nancy Ann Tappe and further developed by Lee Carroll and Jan Tober. Wikipedia
2:41 PM
Have a nice day.
2:41 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
You are so welcome, James. I have heard of the Indigo children- thank you for the recap. I don't have blue eyes, but sometimes I do feel powerful! I hope you have an excellent rest of your day, please remember we are always here for you. Take care and stay safe, always.
2:42 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
out of all of the interfaces - this one closes -- naturally -- not rushed or anything -- you are a special person to dedicate your life of volunteer time - I appreciate the lifeline connection. FINALLY someone to break out and do something right for a change -- we will see if your example here CREATES A TIDAL FORCE of RESPONSE into my life -- CORRECTLY -- @Gruwup.NET 2022 : Great Reasons Us Will Unite Peace --
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Closing Chat.
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Not
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Indigo (Counselor)
I felt like we made a really great connection today, I really appreciate your kind words. Please take care.
2:45 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
Take care
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