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1:33 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
James Driskill
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Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
Hi there --
12:47 PM
I
want to let you know -- there is a MAJOR FAULT that has occurred in
recent attempts to get CRISIS SERVICES in chat -- from
CrisisTextLine.Org --
12:48 PM
And as far as [ https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org ] - We have PRIOR HISTORY THAT IS LOGGED ON MY INTERNET DOMAINS
12:49 PM
AND
I MUST ALSO BRING THE AWARENESS THAT MY FACEBOOK MESSENGER TO
suicidepreventionlifeline page is BLOCKED -- and why remains to question
the audit of trust
12:51 PM
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is a LINK in this CHAT -- I EXPECT COMPLETE PROFESSIONALISM -- I REALLY
AM IN CRISIS and Don't Appreciate being called a PRANK -- and cut off
on Christmas -- and I don't like being cut off at TheTrevorProject.Org
-- calling me a person out of the country -- the chat is EXTREME -- You
all can't deal with the truth? P:LEASE -- GIVE ME A BREAK -- this chat
tool has active hyperlinks
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I DEMAND TO BE RESPECTED
PROPERLY -- THIS IS A LEGAL NETWORK -- AND A LEGAL PROCESS I DEMAND
OPENING THE CRISIS TO REAL TRUTH --- I AM A THREAT BECAUSE I REPRESENT
THE TRUTH1:33 PM
i do not apprecate being cut off -- I am doing nothing wrong --- nothing illegal -- my address is important --
1:34 PM
You can not just cut me off
1:34 PM
James Driskill
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Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
Hi there --
12:47 PM
I
want to let you know -- there is a MAJOR FAULT that has occurred in
recent attempts to get CRISIS SERVICES in chat -- from
CrisisTextLine.Org --
12:48 PM
And as far as [ https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org ] - We have PRIOR HISTORY THAT IS LOGGED ON MY INTERNET DOMAINS
12:49 PM
AND
I MUST ALSO BRING THE AWARENESS THAT MY FACEBOOK MESSENGER TO
suicidepreventionlifeline page is BLOCKED -- and why remains to question
the audit of trust
12:51 PM
REAL PLACE [ http://webdomains.realuphuman.net/suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ ]
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AM IN CRISIS and Don't Appreciate being called a PRANK -- and cut off
on Christmas -- and I don't like being cut off at TheTrevorProject.Org
-- calling me a person out of the country -- the chat is EXTREME -- You
all can't deal with the truth? P:LEASE -- GIVE ME A BREAK -- this chat
tool has active hyperlinks
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I DEMAND TO BE RESPECTED
PROPERLY -- THIS IS A LEGAL NETWORK -- AND A LEGAL PROCESS I DEMAND
OPENING THE CRISIS TO REAL TRUTH --- I AM A THREAT BECAUSE I REPRESENT
THE TRUTH
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VALID LINK IN THIS CHAT -- HOLD THIS CHAT -- IT SHOULD NOT FAIL!
1:35 PM
My name is James Driskill
1:35 PM
I
am in Crisis - in that if I cannot get things balanced and upright -- I
MUST GO MISSING -- LEAVING MY FAMILY AND EVERYTHING BEHIND -- I would
rather die first than not to be able to talk the truth in the community
-- something wicked this way comes -- I am real here. STOP ESCAPING
YOUR DUTY TO HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH ME --
1:36 PM
Hi Indigo. -- sorry
1:37 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
Thanks
so much for reaching out, James, it takes courage to get support! I'm
here for you and I'm listening without judgment, I'd like to help
however I can. I am hearing that you feel extremely unheard and ignored,
I am so very sorry you've had this experience. I want to hear more
about what's happening in your life and what's going on, first I need to
ask if you are safe from acting on suicide for the moment?
1:38 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
No where is there an instruction for you all to just CUT OFF THE CONVERSATION -- you were never taught something like that?
1:38 PM
Yes.
I am not suicidal -- HOWEVER -- I must protest the environment that I
am placed into - I am living in my mother's home -- I can't be here --
the factors are showing -- she is not supportive -- and SOCIAL SERVICES
all OPTIONS for CARE -- DOCTORS EVERYTHING have been SEVERED by a CAUSE
of ACTION to keep a SECRET AGENGA from being put into frame reference on
how this is happening --
1:41 PM
I
am a TARGETED INDIVIDUAL OF GANGSTALKING for 16+ years -- you must
already have encountered others who are being TARGETED HERE on this
service --
1:41 PM
This
CONTENT IS REAL [ There is a link there - PERMISSION MIGHT BE NEEDED
FROM AN UPPER MANAGER - BUT PERMISSION TO PROCEED TO UNDERSTAND THIS
SITUATION COMPLETELY IS WRITTEN AND GIVEN INTO SPOKEN VOICE NARRATIVE --
I AM NOT GOING TO BREAK THE CHAIN OF REALISM - SOMEONE BETTER GET ON
THE BALL -- AND FIGURE IT OUT
1:43 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
I'm
glad to know you're safe, your wellbeing is important to me. Are you
comfortable sharing more about the gangstalking that you're referencing?
I would so appreciate that. I can see how important this is to you and I
want to give you a chance to say what's on your mind
1:45 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
I
realize we are chatting -- but I must apply -- please forward this
upward to your supervisor -- for I have not access to care and resources
--even 911 in all of this is being RESTRICTED by the scheme of
persecution that is VERY VERY MUCH REAL.
1:45 PM
I
have told you all for since 2 weeks prior to being a a motel room on
Jan 3rd 2021 that ended up in a #BloodRoom101 -- really a bloody mess --
the capture of the events put into reference on YouTube. These are
REAL THINGS thast are of REAL CONCERNS -- I must go MISSING -- ESCAPE my
family and everything -- I can not being -- The San Bernardino County
Department of Behavioral Health Crisis Line would not acknowledge the
RESEARCH FINDINGS that are POSTED at the NATIONAL INSTITUES OF HEALTH [
http://nih.gov ] -- that
started to appear Apr 2020 -- the REAL DEAL THING that establishes GANG
STALKING as a matter directly involved to Mental Health - -and all
efforts fail to bring this into the reference -- so we can properly
address it.
1:48 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
I
have saved the information you've sent me, and I would like to proceed
with our conversation. I appreciate you being here. Can we have a
conversation about what is going on in your life?
1:49 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
You asked me about gang stalking -- the research findings -- and my story go hand hand --
1:50 PM
The
worst thing that has happened to me -- One day I was coming home from
downtown on the BUS - the last bus for the evening. 10[,
1:51 PM
I
knew I could walk home -- so I went to the 7-11 -- in the process of
resting before I began walking -- I was sitting behind the store in the
alley minding my own business -- break holding for 15-20 or so -- or
whatever. No I could not have that. These two guys on the parking lot
side of the wall, had to focus on me somehow -- I knew they were aware
of me -- and I knew something was up
1:52 PM
This
ended up over the never 30-40 minuites in an altercate - -a fight -- an
arguement and all --and this women appears from the end of the alley to
basically buddy pal him -- I was the target and she hit me in chest --
because I would not say what the problem was - I ended up getting out of
the alley -- and onto the main street -- tried to cross the stress --
and they 3 surround me - they threw a bottle at me filled with some kind
of liquid -- it broke -- and doubled back to get to the 7-11 safe
space.
1:55 PM
But
as I was looking backward -- not fully aware of my frontward -- I
tripped. My shoe come off, and I was right in front of an SUV heading
out of the driveway -- now the predictibment I was quickly in -- and the
vision in my mind - I knew I was below the vision of the driver -- the
driver is starting pulling out of the driveway -- I quickly got up --
the SUV clipped me - if I had not moved -- it would be been STRAIGHT
OVER ME [ bump bump ]
1:57 PM
All
because why? and when I finally did get into the 7-11 to report the
incident and an OFFICER and an MEDICAL ARRIVED - I was telling the
officer about what had happened -- his focus was on the HIT and RUN -
and he did not persue the investigation of what was the catalyst for it
-- ACROSS THE STREET a BROKEN BOTTLE -- no that was not import for hium
to put in the REPORT -- -- 3 PERSONS with VIOLENT INTENTIONS -- the
driver was highly abnormal for a person to appear from STREET SIDE and
be down on the ground -- the officer and I had no problems communcting -
VERY VERY WILD WEIRD -- my ankle was broken -- I had a cast for 6 weeks
and such -- and when we get to everything that unfolds - I DOCUMENT
EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME LIKE THIS SINCE 2005;
2:01 PM
I have a LIVE LIFE JOURNAL WEB SPACE -- The matter to which IN JUNE of 2005 -- REGISTERED
http://fuckeduphuman.net
-- without the knowing the scope of the problem was and is
gangstalking. The matter MUST BE PLACED upwared into a COMMUNITY
AFFAIRS DISCUSSION -- it is a REAL THING and I am going to have to go
"MISSING" leaving family and my life -- because I am COMPLETELY NOT IN
SAFE SPACE in my own hometown -- This is REAL! Why is it so hard to hold
and have a conversation and make something happen to adapt a focus to
something to address this problem-- why is it ignored by all of civil
society -- why do I have to deal with gang stalking for the rest of my
life? If I can not get a civil society to address the problem - I want
to die -- seriously die -- because I am already dying from not having a
proper balanced care with my HIV --
2:05 PM
I have not had a doctor in HIV since MARCH 2019 -- there is nothing of any kind of change that makes me trust anything --
2:06 PM
I
am living a waking daytime nightmare - every single day -- the outside
of this truth peers into my life -- and no one cares to say -- it is NOT
OK TO FEND FOR MYSELF -- no options to get LAW ENFORCEMENT to help, no
options to get MENTAL HEALTH SIDE to help -- remains a void of
distrubance of community apathy -- my addresses are real -- -the files
are stored-- I have email sent to:
2:08 PM
mhsoac@mhsoac.ca.gov -
Mental Health Services Oversight and Accountability Commission
1325 J Street, Suite 1700
Sacramento, CA 95814
Phone: (916) 445-8696
Fax: (916) 445-4927
Email: MHSOAC@mhsoac.ca.gov
Use this information to correspond with:
MHSOAC
Commissioners
Requests for public access to information under the California
Public Records Act (GOVT. CODE §§ 6250 – 6276.48). Guidelines to Access
Public Records
2:09 PM
Will they really respond -- no they will ignore me too.
2:09 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
I'm
hearing how three people caused you harm and how devastating things
have been since- you are living in a nightmare. You didn't deserve any
of this. Professionals have been largely unhelpful and you have gone
unheard. I can think of how incredibly frustrating and unfair this has
been. You must be overwhelmed with pain. I feel for you and I am here
for you, James. I am wondering- how long have you been feeling suicidal
this way for?
2:11 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
This chat will be added to it -- I want answers for what has happened
2:11 PM
Currently
I am ok -- I guess - I have two appointments to try to reset this again
-- TOMORROW I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT SET FOR AN HIV DOCTOR -- And on the
20th again for Inland Psych -- if the fail to be able to focus on
PATIENT-CENTERED COMMUNCATIONS -- leaving me hung out to dry to adapt
some kind of process addressing the advise given in the NIH gov research
--- to cliniicians -- [ I will get the quotes ]- why am I not able to
assert the power of control here - and have this part of my care and
theorry and living life free of gang stalking -- a goal point -- patient
point of care -- it is over the top not acceptable to cut out and treat
me and dissect me into pieces to not treat the wholeness of me -- I am
done with this shitty thing this society has done me.
2:15 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
This
is the first time I've had the pleasure of speaking with you. I am
trying to support you the best way that I can at the moment.
Unfortunately I don't have answers for all that has happened- but the
first step in providing support with all that's been going on for you,
would be to have this conversation. I'm so grateful for all that you've
shared with me thus far. I am glad to hear you may be getting a chance
to reset, I would like to see you live a life free of gang stalking. It
sounds like you've utilized a lot of your life to address these systems
in place that have harmed you and I admire all of work you've attributed
to breaking down these systems so others would be able to get help.
2:18 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
I
already left here in August -- I boarded a AMTRAK train headed to the
New York and the United Nations. It was interrupted when I tried to get
the conductor to facilitate a communication bridge at my destination.
Everything is written. I was not in any behavior out of control way. He
had to find me a threat to something outside of this -- It has it's
presence already a part documented -- so, she had to call the TEXAS
AUTHORITIES STOP THE TRAIN -- PULL ME OFF THE TRAIN for some kind of
DETAINMENT -- I was in jail for 58 days -- they dropped the charges and
sent me into a psychiatric hospital under involuntary - they had
scheduled a PROBABLE CAUSE HEARING - The court papers I never knew
about -- they were trying to get a 45 day hold on me.
2:18 PM
This has the COURT PAPERS they filed in court against me that I did not know about
[
http://fuckeduphuman.space/Temple-Behavioral-Healthcare-Hospital-Inc%20/Temple%20Behavioral%20Healthcare%20Hospital%20Inc%20in%20Temple,%20Texas%20-%20Psychiatric%20Hospital%20Address%20and%20Contact.htm ]
2:20 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
It
sounds like you've had good intentions with everything you've done and
it hasn't come out how you would have expected. The outcomes don't match
your wishes and that can be really disheartening
2:21 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
I
have it NOW on the RECORD -- you have been given links to a story that
will drive me to suicide or to go missing and having to ABANDON MY LIFE
AND FAMILY T --- TO CHOOSE FREEDOM AWAY FROM GANGSTALKING FOR THE REST
OF MY LIFE - I WOULD RATHER DIE FIRST THAT TO SAY THIS PROBLEM CAN NOT
BE PUT INTO SOME KIND OF UNDERSTAND AND WORK TO FIX IT SOMEHOW FIND
RESOURCE TO THE RESEARCH THAT IS FOUND ONLINE. ADDRESSING CHANGE.
2:23 PM
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8569537/JMIR Ment Health. 2021 Oct; 8(10): e30311.
Published online 2021 Oct 21. doi: 10.2196/30311
PMCID: PMC8569537
PMID: 34673523
Social Semiotics of Gangstalking Evidence Videos on YouTube: Multimodal Discourse Analysis of a Novel Persecutory Belief System
Monitoring Editor: Gunther Eysenbach
Reviewed by Shahzad Ashraf
Conclusions
These
data provide insight into a novel persecutory belief system.
Interpersonal concerns are important for people affected, and they
construe others as either sympathetic or hostile. They create positive
ambient affiliation with viewers. We found that vloggers use multimodal
deixis to illustrate the salience of the belief system. The videos
highlighted the Derridean concept of différance, wherein the meaning of
polysemous signifiers is deferred without definitive resolution. This
may be important in communicating with people and patients with
persecutory belief systems. Clinicians may consider stepping away from
the traditional true/false dichotomy endorsed by psychiatric
classification systems and focus on the ambiguity in semiotic systems
generally and in persecutory belief systems specifically.
Keywords:
internet, discourse analysis, psychosis, delusion, semiotics,
linguistics, computer-mediated communication, schizophrenia, eHealth,
video, communication, YouTube, social media, discourse, mental health
2:24 PM
The
Mental Health Care industry MUST APPLY this into focus -- the CRISIS
SERVICES as WELL -- you all know this is going on -- I am not the only
one -- for it is found to be RESEARCHED on the NIH.GOV -- Find the
necessity to forward this chat upward to your supevisor --a promise that
someone will get back to me -- I am told there is some kind of after
chat interface -- I want something done --- all talk and no action SUCKS
BIG TIME -- a living nightmare REAL
2:26 PM
Thank
you Indigo - you stuck in with me -- 80% of this problem is you all
need to have training IN HOW TO DEAL WITH REAL CONTENT -- AND NEVER
NEVER JUST CUT AND RUN OUT OF A CHAT --
2:28 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
Thank
you so much for sharing all of this with me. I am going to make sure
that my supervisors receive this information, and I have made them aware
of this conversation. I have all of the links and context saved, it
will be reviewed. I understand how much this means to you and how much
you've been affected, I want to make sure you are heard and respected.
Do you mind if we talk for a few minutes longer so I can ask a few
different questions about your safety? If not that's okay, I just want
to make sure you are getting support.
2:29 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
and it should not be so difficult to get around the barriers --
OPEN THIS CHAT FROM THETREVORPROJECT.ORG CRISIS CHAT -- tell me this normal
http://webdomains.fuckeduphuman.net/thetrevorproject.org/Trevor%20Chat.htmThis has a SPOKEN VOICE TEXT NARRATIVE AUDIO MEDIA 15 MINS
2:30 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
You are so welcome, James, I'm glad I can be here for you.
I
agree, it should not be too hard to get around the barriers. I am not
allowed to open the links, but my supervisor is, and they have all of
the links you've sent.
I so appreciate your patience. I am wondering,
with how you've felt like you want to die, have you attempted suicide
in the past?
2:32 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
The
links appear as hyperlinks into this chat - that makes the active for
some human being on your side - so don't get into excuses for not
following links -- that is an assinine standing -- somehow somewhere
this chat goes into file --- a human can find it public archived -- and
the code links the public interests - so there you are -- there is a
purpose for the links .
2:34 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
I
am telling you -- the discouragement of the system that has been really
seriously fucked up -- on gangstalking -- has driven me to understand
myself and cope with thing -- I have a great thing of a letter from 2017
that puts a reference to my good coping skills.
2:35 PM
But
the tolerance is at the last straw -- the industry of mental health and
the various other agencies -- addresses the foundation of the
discussion points - because it is not a very nice life to live in --
being a TARGETED INDIVIDUAL 24/7.
2:36 PM
A Mental Health Advocacy Letter
2:37 PM
Yes there is a lot more content on that folder --
2:37 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
Being
targeted has been extremely discouraging for you and I don't blame you
at all for how you've felt, you've been through so much. I really admire
your perseverance and your ability to push yourself to cope. You
deserve better.
2:37 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
To
whom it may concern -- that would be you now -- really I am empowered
by having a file system of my life aval to the record --so when the time
comes -- someone of community must review the truth - and offer my
family an apology then - only then - can she properly apologize to me.
2:39 PM
Thank you for your kindness -- Indigo -- Do you know about the Indigo Children -- special powers --- blue eyes?
2:40 PM
Indigo children
Indigo
children, according to a pseudoscientific New Age concept, are children
who are believed to possess special, unusual, and sometimes
supernatural traits or abilities. The idea is based on concepts
developed in the 1970s by Nancy Ann Tappe and further developed by Lee
Carroll and Jan Tober. Wikipedia
2:41 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
You
are so welcome, James. I have heard of the Indigo children- thank you
for the recap. I don't have blue eyes, but sometimes I do feel powerful!
I hope you have an excellent rest of your day, please remember we are
always here for you. Take care and stay safe, always.
2:42 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
out
of all of the interfaces - this one closes -- naturally -- not rushed
or anything -- you are a special person to dedicate your life of
volunteer time - I appreciate the lifeline connection. FINALLY someone
to break out and do something right for a change -- we will see if your
example here CREATES A TIDAL FORCE of RESPONSE into my life -- CORRECTLY
-- @Gruwup.NET 2022 : Great Reasons Us Will Unite Peace --
2:44 PM
Indigo (Counselor)
I felt like we made a really great connection today, I really appreciate your kind words. Please take care.
2:45 PM
Real Name is James Martin Driskill [ Googleable ]
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